Wanted

 After receiving medical answers, here are some thoughts. 

God will humble you time and time again. 

Physical therapy will not be ending anytime soon 

Naps are almost as necessary as breathing 

I’m at the mercy of God’s grace 

I may not ever get an answer as to why my body epically imploded. 

While some things can be improved, I don’t know if it can be fixed. 

I’m having to take the good news along with the uncertainty. 

Maybe asking why no longer serves me, just finding the light is the only thing to focus on. 

I have too many dreams to chase even as chasing them will take longer than I wanted. 

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