The Rue

 Right now  I’m in  A battle  To keep  Focused On You Not my  Malaise

 After receiving medical answers, here are some thoughts.  God will humble you time and time again.  Physical therapy will not be ending anytime soon  Naps are almost as necessary as breathing  I’m at the mercy of God’s grace  I may not ever get an answer as to why my body epically imploded.  While some things can be improved, I don’t know if it can be fixed.  I’m having to take the good news along with the uncertainty.  Maybe asking why no longer serves me, just finding the light is the only thing to focus on.  I have too many dreams to chase even as chasing them will take longer than I wanted. 

 I’m having to believe in being still. I’m not to remain busy. I’m not to be judge and jury. I’m not to take on jobs not meant for me. I’m not to fight. I’m meant to keep my grass green and well kept.  Jesus  The answer To every ailment  I face The perfect antidote  To the madly That invades My mind With impunity  The situation  May change  But  The response  Does Not

 Happy to  Embrace  The opportunity  Of cool Outdoor air That is Sweeping me  Off my feet 

 In the  Foggy bottoms  Of my soul  May Presence  Yours Remind me That time  Is not My concern  Obedience is 

 Happy New Year  Blessings upon  Blessings  In every way  Every day  For you And me