The Rue

 Find joy Before despair hits Seek it Like I Should seek The Truth 

 Peace and grace When mercy  And justice  Intersect Where judgement  Is eradicated  And freedom  Reigns  For every man

 Sometimes having  To be joyful  In the midst of Of suffering  Is a middle finger To the  Demons That have Plagued my soul  For far Too long

 When I  Stop lying  Looking for  Comfort  From sources  That don’t satisfy  Is when You work

 Lord I’m tired  But  You Know  I don’t need To give  You a Heads-up Refresh and  Renew me

 Cozy And calm This Sunday  Morning 

 Be safe  Stay warm  Love you all 

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 I’m on  A journey  Into the unknown  With a  Known Gos

 Following Christ Never easy  But the payoff  Is worth it The wait Reminding myself  That nothing  Of value  Is ever Obtained immediately 

 Something  The One  Thing That Breaks you Will be  Your biggest  Success 

 Right now  I’m in  A battle  To keep  Focused On You Not my  Malaise

 After receiving medical answers, here are some thoughts.  God will humble you time and time again.  Physical therapy will not be ending anytime soon  Naps are almost as necessary as breathing  I’m at the mercy of God’s grace  I may not ever get an answer as to why my body epically imploded.  While some things can be improved, I don’t know if it can be fixed.  I’m having to take the good news along with the uncertainty.  Maybe asking why no longer serves me, just finding the light is the only thing to focus on.  I have too many dreams to chase even as chasing them will take longer than I wanted. 

 I’m having to believe in being still. I’m not to remain busy. I’m not to be judge and jury. I’m not to take on jobs not meant for me. I’m not to fight. I’m meant to keep my grass green and well kept.  Jesus  The answer To every ailment  I face The perfect antidote  To the madly That invades My mind With impunity  The situation  May change  But  The response  Does Not

 Happy to  Embrace  The opportunity  Of cool Outdoor air That is Sweeping me  Off my feet 

 In the  Foggy bottoms  Of my soul  May Presence  Yours Remind me That time  Is not My concern  Obedience is 

 Happy New Year  Blessings upon  Blessings  In every way  Every day  For you And me