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Staking His claim

 Disabled people Can often feel worthless Because we  Don’t bring Home the bacon We are not productive According to the world We go slow When we do move And after such movement Rest is not  A choice It’s a necessity  Upkeep Is expensive We need help Even if  We don’t ask Making friends Who love you For who you Are is a gamble With not the  Best odds You tell Yourself daily To stop fighting  Yet you wake up In a cold sweat If you don’t. You tell  Yourself Don’t explain And then  Give them Some life  Lessons They didn’t  Ask for Necessarily You tell Yourself lies Daily because The truth Stings with The pain Of a thousand  Fire ant bites Jesus Guard my  Heart and tongue Because vile filth Can emanate From places Where only Love is To remain I belong To you Not the  World That only Seeks to destroy  What the  Father  Has staked  His claim On Me

Finding new ways

 I’m a list maker. I thrive on them. It makes me happy. Lately, however, the first thing on my list is a reminder to breathe. I’m not in a race. I’m having to be reminded that slow is not a sin. My body has been taking hits which if I’m not careful my mind does too.  Getting older is a privilege off which I’m grateful, but it takes a village to keep what you see from doing a nosedive into the what ifs.  If you know of anyone with a chronic illness if you can get into that therapist’s office stat. Jesus helps more than one knows, but He’s also put qualified individuals there to be of help. I’ve also had to turn off the news. Turn off anything that heightens my own doubts.  I’ve had to turn off celebrity culture. It deifies imperfect human beings who can do no wrong. I’m sorry I used to love it. Now I don’t miss it. What is perception versus actual truth. If that can’t be discerned, I’m out. God is upending everything I once loved. Football is out. It’s no longer about...

honored privilege

 It is A blessing To be Your child What an Immense privilege  And honor To have  The Holy Spirit Alive and well On the Inside of  Me

appreciation

 It is A privilege  To enjoy What once Was considered  A nuisance To workout  On my  Screened in Porch As I listen And watch The rain fall Is a True gift I’m now Appreciating

human not divine

 Savoring the season Of living Learning  And seeking The face Of the Creator Without  Pressure of Performance To take The shackles Off God I first had Unburden myself Of mine Human Not divine Flawed Not perfect Without blemish Sinful Without direction Guided with A love That transforms  If its allowed To thrive Without modifiers 

peace

 Peace  Come find me And hold me Up as I face  Difficulties That You  Know full well Love each other Not as others do But as  Our Father Commanded

pride

 There are Layers to me I’ve not shed I’m realizing I’ve still Have A lot of Pride That needs To fall Before I Rise At the behest Of the Father